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Aug 29, 2005
Something to Hope For (8/29/05)

Across the stars, across the seas

I know somebody’s waiting for me

Someone who’s meant to be

the love of my life

That place is my destiny;

In that place lies my dream

and in my dream I see you

Could you be the one?

 

While I chase that dream, I learn to wait

And while I wait I rest in the comfort

of knowing I have something to hope for

 

Love gives me something to hope for,

something to live for

and something to dream about at night

Something to breathe for,

something to long for,

something to believe in when I doubt

 

I know that true love exists…

and when I find that one true thing,

my life will finally begin…


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Aug 25, 2005
Love Without Caution (Cinco 8/25/05)

See there was this girl once in my life

When I saw her I knew she was the one

And when I won her heart I held on

so tight no grain of sand could have slipped thru

She was my world, my everything

 

I planned our life from day one

A wedding, 2 babies, a dog and a bone
I was careful, I was cautious
I wanted it to be perfect

and I didn’t want it to end

 

Then one day I felt the world shake

It was kinda like an earthquake

She slammed the door and walked away

That was the last time I saw her face

and the last time I ever loved that way

 

Coz now with you, I love without caution

I love like the wind, love without fearing

knowing that if this will ever end

I gave you everything I had

And I loved you with all my heart

 


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Jul 29, 2005
Without You (7/29/05)

Another day, another sunset

Another walk down memory lane

The sand in my toes

the cold wind that blows

The sound of the evening tide...

I'm still holding on...

 

Until I let you go

You will always be the only one

Until I find myself

I'll never learn how to move on

But maybe I don't wanna let go

knowing I'll never be able to

without you

 

I cry at the moon...

Should I just stop crying?

I look up at the heavens

are you smiling down at me?

 

And should I let you go

and move on w/ my life?

Help me find myself

so I can learn to love someone else

But I'm so afraid to let go

coz I don't have the strength to go on...

without you


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Jul 21, 2005
Memoirs (7/21/05)

Your picture that’s hanging on the wall

I took it down today

And the clothes you left in my closet

I threw them all away

 

I've rearranged the bedroom

and redecorated the house

I've repainted all the walls;

it is as blue as I am now

 

The lipstick mark on the mirror

that you left the night we first met

I wiped it off with a towel

so it's no longer there

 

The coffee shop across the street

I don't go there anymore

I don't go to the places

where your shadow lingers on

 

Yet I wonder why you keep coming back

You haunt me like the whispers in the wind

 

I've erased all your memories

and I've left you as a part of my past

but the reason why I can't forget you

is I can't take you off my heart

 


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Jul 20, 2005
Outside Looking in (07/13/05)


We grew up together in small town Oklahoma
back when things were simple, ninety seventy something
I was a farmer's son, she was the preacher's only daughter
Her dad was against me but i liked her
on the outside looking in
 
Then came high school, team captain of the football team
He loved her then left her and broke her like a fragile glass
I sat beside her as she wept, I dried her tears
I couldn't tell her that I've always loved her
from the outside looking in
 
College came, miles away
She met this boy one winter day
She called me up, said she's inlove
She wanted me to meet him
 
Now here we are four years later, I'm standing at the altar
looking at the girl walking down the aisle
The love of my life who'll never be mine
She takes his hand and says i do...tears fall
I'm on the outside looking in
 
And I'll always be on the outside looking in

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Apr 15, 2005
The LAST GOODBYE

Is this the final chapter?

Is this the last turn of the page?

Is this the closing of the book?

Is this the last goodbye?

 

Is this the final note?

Is this the last chorus?

Is this the last line of the verse?

Is this the last goodbye?

 

Is this the final breath?

Is this the final hour?

Is this the last leaf?

Is this the last goodbye?

 

Is this the final tear?

Is this the final touch?

Is this the last smile?

Is this the last goodbye?

 

If this is goodbye

Will this be the last time?

Will this be the last chance?

And will this be the final dance?

 

Yes this is goodbye,

my final heartache

And though I sill love you,

this is the last goodbye


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Mar 28, 2005
I’M MOVING ON (by: Steven Cinco 10/30/02)

You’ve said your goodbye

and I’m done wondering why

I’ve learned to let go,

to live life on my own

I’m not holding on anymore

I’m moving on

 

I thought I could never

live my life without you

Yes before it was harder

coz I just missed you so

But that’s all behind me now

I’m moving on

 

With each bright new day

and each bright new way

You drift farther on away

I’m moving on

 

I’m taking it slowly

Sometimes it gets lonely

but that doesn’t matter now;

life has gone on for me…

and I’m moving on…



...stage in my life; you learn to let go...then move on


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Mar 23, 2005
YOU NEVER LOVED ME AT ALL (Cinco 3/20/05)

I fell for your smile

Your innocent charm

The feel of your tender touch

moved me so much

 

When you spoke my name

I went insane

I hung on your every breath

Every word you said

 

How could I have been so blind

to see that you were all a lie

To deny the one truth that stood out

You never meant any of it at all

 

Who could have blamed me

You said you loved me

You meant the world to me

and I to you

 

How could I have been so blind

to notice you were never mine?

To deny the one truth that stood out

That you never loved me at all

 

You never loved me at all…



---I guess you know who you are...you always know who you are...


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Mar 20, 2005
BROKEN HEARTED FOOLS (by: Steven Cinco)

Like a pin to a balloon

Like a punch to the gut

Like a prayer to the moon

that goes unanswered

 

Like a silent scream

Like a desperate cry

Like a tear in the sea

that disappears

 

That is what hurt is

That is what pain is

That is what love is

Love always leads to hurt

and pain and broken hearted fools

 

Like an empty street

Like a sad, sad song

Like when you think you’re right

but you’re wrong

 

That is what hurt is

That is what pain is

That is what love is

Love always leads to hurt

and pain and broken hearted fools

Like a desperate man

who wants you back again

Like how I love you so much

and you don’t feel the same…



Latest writing (3/20/05)…I don’t think it’s too good…can you comment???


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You Know What I’m All About (by: Steven Cinco)

When I’m blue why does it sound in my voice?

Why does it show in my eyes?

Why does it echo when I cry inside?

Why do you feel the way I feel?

Chorus:

I cant hide anything from you

You know me inside out

There is nothing you can’t see

You know what I’m all about

 

Everyone sees me as the tough guy

But you see the baby deep within

The one who needs you more than most

And I need you the most...


You know the depths of my heart (like the back of your hand)

You know what my intentions are



- Bunch of nothin’s…


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